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Yeah this is another one of those Ahcak posts I guess......another one of them songs that reminds me of our breakup,its not really a base to this post,but since she found out indirectly thru my twitter page I dropped the L word about her when it was a point where I didnt think I would ever see her again. I might feel that way about her but I dont like opening up about it cus of the wounds still there and the less I think about it,the easier the convo goes and the better my feelings get. True this song is 100 percent how I feel/felt hell idk anymore,its just a random post. The crazy thing is the last time we talked I joked about dedicating this to her and then I listened to it and there u go a real emotion drove me to blog this song. Thats the main kicker because our breakup had nothing to do with anything but fear and the past being present in our future,so thats why I think about her us and what we couldve done if we worked our issues out,but thats for another day another post.If yall knew how close we were yall would understand why its hard moving on,cus at one point all i wanted was her if that meant giving her space or time i did it.It gets hard sometimes thinking about us no lie but thats because of the fear to talk about my own feelings or how she feels about me. We both fear the same thing and thats being hurt,one of us took the risk the other one ehhhh.....im going to sleep be easy thanks for reading LOVE yall.

I Just Don't Understand
Why You Running From A Good Man,Baby?
Why You Wanna Turn Your Back On Love?
Why You've Already Given Up?
See I Know You've Been Hurt Before
But I Swear I'll Give You So Much More
I Swear I'll Never Let You Down
'Cause I Swear It's You That I Adore

And I Can't Help Myself,Baby
'Cause I Think About You Constantly
And My Heart Gets No Rest Over You

You Can Call Me Selfish
But All I Want Is Your Love
You Can Call Me Hopeless,Baby
'Cause I'm Hopelessly In Love
You Can Call Me Un-perfect
But Who's Perfect?
Tell Me What Do I Gotta Do?
To Prove That I'm The Only One For You
What's Wrong With Being Selfish?

I'll Be Taking Up Your Time
Til The Day I'll Make You Realize
That For You There Can Be No One Else
I Just Gotta Have You For Myself
Baby I Will Take Good Care Of You
No Matter What It Is You're Going Through
I'll Be There For You When You're In Need
Baby Believe In Me

'Cause If Love Is A Crime
Then Punish Me I Would Die For You
'Cause I Don't Want To Live Without You
What Can I Do?

You Can Call Me Selfish
But All I Want Is Your Love
You Can Call Me Hopeless,Baby
'Cause I'm Hopelessy In Love
You Can Call Me Un-perfect
But Who's Perfect?
Tell Me What Do I Gotta Do?
To Prove That I'm The Only One For You

Why Do You Keep Us Apart?
Why Want You Give Up Your Heart?
You Know That We're Meant To Be Together
And Why Do You Push Me Away?
All That I Want Is To Give You Love
Forever And Ever And Ever

You Can Call Me Selfish
But All I Want Is Your Love
You Can Call Me Hopeless(Hopeless)
'Cause I'm Hopelessly In Love
You Can Call Me Un-perfect
But Who's Perfect?
Tell Me What Do I Gotta Do?
To Prove That I'm The Only One For You

Selfishly I'm In Love With You
'Cause I've Searched My Soul

And I Know That It's You